Welcome to CtrlJoy!

Hi, I'm JayD – Creator of CtrlJoy

CtrlJoy is my heart project—a digital sanctuary where nerd culture, mental health, gaming, and faith collide. I’m a lifelong gamer, streamer, and nerd navigating the real-life boss battles of anxiety, faith, healing, and hope.

After a series of life-shaking events—from health scares to spiritual awakenings—I realized that joy isn’t just a power-up, it’s a daily practice. CtrlJoy is here to inspire, encourage, and remind us that even in the toughest levels, we are never playing alone.

Whether you're here for the streams, the stories, or just to vibe with others who get it, welcome home.

CtrlJoy - Take Control. Find Joy.